Take heart; your life fits!
Consider the Apostles’ experience: “And when they had come up to Mysia, they attempted to go into Bithynia, but the Spirit of Jesus did not allow them.” (Acts 16:7)
You are free to go and do whatever you desire. God designed you with the ability to evaluate and make strategic judgments. But understand this also, God designed you to be His loving expression for very specific places. If God is love, and He knows your story, then your life will have its greatest impact where the Lord sees it fitting best.
Jesus has a plan. Seek it. Pray to understand it. Yield to it. And you will find life, not only for yourself, but for a host of others.